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Looking for advice as I had a bit of a shock that blindsided me today - hence not being able to sleep 
Background
I’ve been self employed in various ‘service’ industries for many years, mostly geared around education and training, and have been fortunate to be able to do this from home, not needed additional premises/additional business costs and other than my own personal debts (credit cards) have bobbed along nicely.
Late 2018/early 2019, it came to my attention that there was a lack of training providers for evenings and weekends in a field I was already in.
I explored that opportunity, spoke to several existing providers outside of my area to get a better understanding as to why that was the case, and realised that I could set up, in conjunction with my then existing business, and run the 2 together, as I was in a better position than most providers to offer ‘unsocial hours’.
One of my existing clients, who was already in a similar field I was looking at, expressed an interest in working for me if I explored it further.
I then spent several months researching, running various figures, etc and decided to give it a go.
What was the worst that could happen?! (We’ll come to that later
)
Initial feedback from potential clients was promising, course fees were competitive, but it also became apparent that I would need to be able to offer ‘open courses’ and therefore a venue to host those type of events.
I sourced a small local office, 6 months half price rent, 12 month initial tenancy, with access to additional larger on site training rooms, and honestly things were looking really positive for this new venture.
I went ‘live’ in January 2020, with the plan to move into the premises at the end of March ready for the first booking of a full open course in the April.
Yup, “THAT” March
Lockdown hit.
Double whammy, neither business, 1 or 2(new) could operate.
I’m sure you all know, and understand, the confusion, fear and panic in those early days/weeks.
Then along came the ‘lifeline’ of BBL’s
- this is where I’ve messed up, and only found out today
I have 2 BBL’s, 1 for each business!
Both are with the same bank
Business 1 ceased trading in September last year, it never really recovered due to the various restrictions and subsequent lockdowns, and the natural leaving of clients (usually have for 3-4 years before moving on)
Business 2 whilst it is still live, has been dying a slow and painful death for the last 2 years - market is being flooded and course prices are a race to the bottom (which I refuse to be a part of & couldn’t afford to do anyway), to the point where I’ve actually retrained into a different industry (business 3) to earn money to keep business/head afloat (and have failed miserably)
Personal debts racked up on top over covid and beyond, and I’m now looking at £50k of debt and bankruptcy.
Been working with business debt line and that was how it came to light that I should never have had 2 BBL’s
Bus 1 outstanding is £8.5k and bus 2 is £15k
I genuinely applied for each separate business as I believed it was allowed for each business
Apparently not
I feel sick, and now terrified that on top of having to go bankrupt I’m going to prosecuted for fraud even though that was not and never my intention, I was trying to survive
(BDL did say that if it had been the intention to defraud I’d probably have gone to different banks, I answered if I was intending to commit fraud I’d have done it for a hell of lot more money and wouldn’t have been busting my guts out for the last 4 years trying to save my businesses)
If that was to happen (fraud prosecution) my current business is then under threat as it’s dbs checked every 4 years and I could be struck off, leaving me bankrupt, unemployed and unemployable! Oh, and still in debt, and I don’t even have the money to pay for £680 to start the proceedings in the first place
I’m struggling to see how on earth I’m going to sort this mess out
I feel stupid, naive, and I don’t know what to do or where to turn now.
Please, if anyone has any advice, I’ll gladly hear it because right now, I’ve got nothing but fear controlling my head
Background
I’ve been self employed in various ‘service’ industries for many years, mostly geared around education and training, and have been fortunate to be able to do this from home, not needed additional premises/additional business costs and other than my own personal debts (credit cards) have bobbed along nicely.
Late 2018/early 2019, it came to my attention that there was a lack of training providers for evenings and weekends in a field I was already in.
I explored that opportunity, spoke to several existing providers outside of my area to get a better understanding as to why that was the case, and realised that I could set up, in conjunction with my then existing business, and run the 2 together, as I was in a better position than most providers to offer ‘unsocial hours’.
One of my existing clients, who was already in a similar field I was looking at, expressed an interest in working for me if I explored it further.
I then spent several months researching, running various figures, etc and decided to give it a go.
What was the worst that could happen?! (We’ll come to that later
Initial feedback from potential clients was promising, course fees were competitive, but it also became apparent that I would need to be able to offer ‘open courses’ and therefore a venue to host those type of events.
I sourced a small local office, 6 months half price rent, 12 month initial tenancy, with access to additional larger on site training rooms, and honestly things were looking really positive for this new venture.
I went ‘live’ in January 2020, with the plan to move into the premises at the end of March ready for the first booking of a full open course in the April.
Yup, “THAT” March
Lockdown hit.
Double whammy, neither business, 1 or 2(new) could operate.
I’m sure you all know, and understand, the confusion, fear and panic in those early days/weeks.
Then along came the ‘lifeline’ of BBL’s
- this is where I’ve messed up, and only found out today
I have 2 BBL’s, 1 for each business!
Both are with the same bank
Business 1 ceased trading in September last year, it never really recovered due to the various restrictions and subsequent lockdowns, and the natural leaving of clients (usually have for 3-4 years before moving on)
Business 2 whilst it is still live, has been dying a slow and painful death for the last 2 years - market is being flooded and course prices are a race to the bottom (which I refuse to be a part of & couldn’t afford to do anyway), to the point where I’ve actually retrained into a different industry (business 3) to earn money to keep business/head afloat (and have failed miserably)
Personal debts racked up on top over covid and beyond, and I’m now looking at £50k of debt and bankruptcy.
Been working with business debt line and that was how it came to light that I should never have had 2 BBL’s
Bus 1 outstanding is £8.5k and bus 2 is £15k
I genuinely applied for each separate business as I believed it was allowed for each business
Apparently not
I feel sick, and now terrified that on top of having to go bankrupt I’m going to prosecuted for fraud even though that was not and never my intention, I was trying to survive
(BDL did say that if it had been the intention to defraud I’d probably have gone to different banks, I answered if I was intending to commit fraud I’d have done it for a hell of lot more money and wouldn’t have been busting my guts out for the last 4 years trying to save my businesses)
If that was to happen (fraud prosecution) my current business is then under threat as it’s dbs checked every 4 years and I could be struck off, leaving me bankrupt, unemployed and unemployable! Oh, and still in debt, and I don’t even have the money to pay for £680 to start the proceedings in the first place
I’m struggling to see how on earth I’m going to sort this mess out
I feel stupid, naive, and I don’t know what to do or where to turn now.
Please, if anyone has any advice, I’ll gladly hear it because right now, I’ve got nothing but fear controlling my head